Feel

is it me?

Sometimes that’s what I wonder

Caus my lips don’t smile

And my heart just took a plunder

Into the depths of my soul

Words cant express how I feel

Its like my heart is an empty bucket

Waiting to fill with true love

Can I really find someone who will love me

Me for me

No jokes, no insecurities, no strings attached

Caus when it come down to it

You’re all I really wanted

But sometimes I wonder

How u can make me feel

Feel so unloved

Its like making love with no glove

It feels good for the moment

But you never know what

You’ll end up with

But Who I am playing

I shoulda took that chance

Lived for the moment

I put faith in you

And now my heart just took a turn

For the worst

My internal organs

Aint filled with nothing

But space

Can I go back

And maybe

Retrace

The second that it took

To look at you

The time that it took to realize

That I only wanna look in your eyes

Can I rewind

Maybe go back to the day

That I told myself

That im tired of being

By myself

And that its past due

To confess

My true love for u

Now fast forward

And pause

You’re the reason I wake up

Hoping for a day

Unlike yesterday

But a day that will

Take me to that place

That place above

That place

Where all you feel is love

No flashbacks,

no retracks,

no regrets

no looking back

Caus I dnt wanna look back

Just wanna be happy

Even if have to be without you

I have no doubt

About what is true

U never loved me

C that’s the difference

Between me and u

I gotta face

The fact that

There will never be an “us”

But y I gotta go back

Im still wondering

When my heart gone fill

With memories, with senery

Of me and u

Me and u

In love

Damn, I back to wondering

Wondering when

When is my heart gone feel

Underline

What if never is the right time?
What if dime bags did cost a dime?
What if I didn’t know how to rhyme?
Would I still be on top or the underline

What if tomorrow is the right time?
What is it, that I never find?
What is love, is it in the mind?
Is it my partner in crime?

But for real though

Enough with the bull ish
People want to rap
But all they talk about is hood shit.

You say you got money

If you did we could see
Its funny how people can talk
But never listen to thee

Cause we swear we deep

But your soul is so shallow
Hate to say it
But your pride you got to swallow

You make no sense

You speak with no cause
All you talk about
Is money hoes and cars

But what if you spoke with truth?

Talk about something relevant
You'd make yourself important
Maybe even relevant

But right now

You not on the level
You swear you are but
Your neither fye, rich, or intellectual

Stay in your lane

If you don't
You just might crash
Your flow getting whiplash

But you should do

a complete 180
Turn around
Then maybe

Now will be the right time

A dime bag would only cost a dime
You could learn to rhyme
But you'll still be the underline
Cause baby
The top is mine

Ain't It a B ?

Where is the real
We can have sex but you still
Go home unsatisfied
Cause to yourself you've lied
Just cause her legs divide
Doesn't mean she'll be beside
You until the end
Yep you made her back bend
But you gone have to mend
Your heart when its broken
She cant do you like I
Yep she lied
Too hard you tried
But she easy, her head was fye
She got you high
But now you low
I'm not here no moe
Realize she's the foe
I was here before
She even came in the picture
Hope you got a itcher
A disease you catchin
You might start scratchin
Next a baby gone be hatchin
You say it ain't yours, you dispatchin
Now you regret your decision
Blurry was your vision
Time for division
No more us, rescission
Was she worth losing me
Are you happy cause your free
Nothin but a trick
Feenin for your stick
Yep she was thick
With that package
Ain't sex a bitch..??

Leaving

Follow me on a path to discovery
Finding the identy
To the way Im living
Looking for a key

Cause I cant keep going on

Not knowing when youll be home
Always arguin on the phone
Your hearts made of stone

Baby I gave you my all

Cant we just fall
Back into love, nope nall
All you do is stall

You swear Im where you want to be

But Words don’t mean shit to me

Dear Mama

When I woke up

Said this is my life

No umbilical chord

Cut it with a knife

Depend on no one
No one to depend on
Watched you walk out my life
But I still stayed strong
I won't let you
Watch me fail
Don't put me in that position
Holding on to you, my rail
Never ever begged
But I'm glad I got you back
Said you'd never make it
That's the way the cards was stacked
Everyday I prayed for you
It's all I ever did
My love so strong
They can never put a lid
On my love, cause you're my everything
Whenever I trip, you hand me a cain
Watched you go through pain
And all I saw is people
Use your name in vein
But that's why I never
Let anyone disrespect you
Talk about my mom
Get up out of my view
You try your best
Never wipe your hands with me
Every other day you say
You can't live without me
Truth is ma
I only live for you
You encourage me
To do the best that I can do
Never let anyone bring me down
Never let my grades fall
That's all you ever preached
So that's why I always give my all
Remember those tears
Listening to Aaliyah, I missed
You, on those late nights
3 long years I didn't get a kiss
Before bedtime
I'm so glad that you're mine
You'll do your best for me
And I'll do the best for you
You and God is all I need

On everything, that's the truth