Feel

is it me?

Sometimes that’s what I wonder

Caus my lips don’t smile

And my heart just took a plunder

Into the depths of my soul

Words cant express how I feel

Its like my heart is an empty bucket

Waiting to fill with true love

Can I really find someone who will love me

Me for me

No jokes, no insecurities, no strings attached

Caus when it come down to it

You’re all I really wanted

But sometimes I wonder

How u can make me feel

Feel so unloved

Its like making love with no glove

It feels good for the moment

But you never know what

You’ll end up with

But Who I am playing

I shoulda took that chance

Lived for the moment

I put faith in you

And now my heart just took a turn

For the worst

My internal organs

Aint filled with nothing

But space

Can I go back

And maybe

Retrace

The second that it took

To look at you

The time that it took to realize

That I only wanna look in your eyes

Can I rewind

Maybe go back to the day

That I told myself

That im tired of being

By myself

And that its past due

To confess

My true love for u

Now fast forward

And pause

You’re the reason I wake up

Hoping for a day

Unlike yesterday

But a day that will

Take me to that place

That place above

That place

Where all you feel is love

No flashbacks,

no retracks,

no regrets

no looking back

Caus I dnt wanna look back

Just wanna be happy

Even if have to be without you

I have no doubt

About what is true

U never loved me

C that’s the difference

Between me and u

I gotta face

The fact that

There will never be an “us”

But y I gotta go back

Im still wondering

When my heart gone fill

With memories, with senery

Of me and u

Me and u

In love

Damn, I back to wondering

Wondering when

When is my heart gone feel